i MISS this blog!!!

I felt like it's been a century i didn't update my blog! huhu..After pmr I tried to open my blog but it's worthless. I dun know what actually happen n now thank to God I can open my blog. I MISS THIS BLOG LIKE CRAZY!! huhu.. there's a lot of things i wanna write in this blog. now i wanna tell u a story of mine. it's like my love story la..huhu..sorry klau my love story a bit boring..hehe..ok! U know..i 've been fallen in love like a thousand times..hehe..ya! i admit..i'm a girl that easily fallen in love to a guy! *i mean handsome one okayz! hehe..but im not a playgirl ok! cuz i know..i'm not worth to have that title cuz im not pretty n sexy n all the things that make guys crazy about.i just LIKE handsome guy..that's all.ok.back to my love story..hehe.. One day, there's a guy that add me as his friend in fb. he's DAMN CUTE n i like him but then i think that no way he likes me too! the day after he add me, *i forgot to tell u guys name die..name die Wan,die hantar msg dekat fb la. he said "hope we can be friends" i'm so suprised. i check his info on fb then i found his phone number. i text him n introduce myself n i also said "i'm really glad to be ur friend" of course i'm glad to be his friends ok! then he said he wants to know me better n so, from that day, kitorg jadi kwn.. i told my friends bout him. my bestfriends of course. then my bestfriend said he knows him. his old friend. skali lagi sy t'kejut. (what a small world after all). my friend said he's a nice guy. im so happy. but after that, kitorg ade small fight. it's been like a week he doesn't text me. then one night, he text me n he said sorry. pastu, kitorg jd kwn balik la..hehe.. i think bout 3 weeks before PMR pun kitorg tak contact lg..i didn't text him n so do he. i think that's because both of us were busy studying. n ya! ape yang sy teka tu btol. tp btol2 before die bg mcg kat sy..sy dah buat keputusan untuk terime balik my ex-bf because dah byk kali die mintak couple balik. i tak sampai hati but i btol2 tak dapat nak suke die. but this guy yang sy suke ni, text sy balik. i dunno what to do! i really confused that time! should i lie to myself? then, i made up my mind. sy beranikan diri tanye Wan. i said "kite couple?" dlm keadaan confused n mcm main2 ckit cuz i thought die akan gelak n ingat sy main2 je..but he said OK! God!! im really terkejut that time n i pun ingat die main2 jugak. but he said " ya..y not? sy ok je..but ade syarat" i asked him ape syaratnye. he said "dun ever cheating on me" i said "owh..but y? n what makes u agree to be my bf?" (stupid question right? i know..im stupid! ni la padahnyer klau terlebih terkejut) then die kate "first, i hate playgirl. so, that's y i dun want u to cheat on me n itulah syaratnye nak jd gf i. second, i accept u because u adelah perempuan yang paling jujur skali yang pernah i jumpe" OMG! i btol2 terkejut when he said psl jujur tu. i jadi serbe-salah..am i orang yg btol2 jujur????!! then, masalah ngan ex-bf i tu pun tak selesai lagi..impossible la when tibe2 i nak hanta mcg dekat die kate i tak suke die when i baru accept die..argh!! pening kepale i time tu..yang Wan ni pun satu...knape die tak anta mcg awal ckit? klau tak..takkan jadi mcm ni..i pun accept my ex-bf cuz i found that he really loves me..he sanggup tunggu almost 2 years n bout Wan, i tak nak b'tepuk sebelah tangan cuz i thought he doesn't like me. i tak tau plak he likes me too... esoknyer, my ex-bf send me msg n said that he wanna us just be friend. Alhamdulillah.....he really understand me.. maybe he knows that i can't like him more than a friend. Now, i  really happy with Wan. n only die, lelaki yang pernah buat i menangis. n ni jugak first time i tell my mom bout my boyfriend. n Wan pun same..first time die bgtau parents die gak..but bkn setakat parents..the whole family die tau..haha :D i really love him..korang doakan ek agar hubungan kitorg b'kekalan..:))